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 This one is for May who has been stalking and wrecking vengeance on me
with the help of her Medium mother, Private Investigator and Political uncles since June
1998 because I rejected her sexual advances! The song is Metallica's "Aint My
Bitch" for someone who is absolutely nuts! She is the sorriest example of a religious
person I know who is bitchy, catty, disgusting, irritating, clinging, sickening,
horrifying, quarrelsome, demanding, nagging, complaining, defintely EVIL in all aspects.
You can find her in my Guestbook.
THE BEST WAY TO
LIVE
What is the best way to live this short
life of mine? 
Life is a privilege that many of us take to be a holiday.
I can live my life kindly or harshly - that is my plight.
Nobody will care or know more about it than poor me.
If I live kindly, I will
live the day as if it is my last.
I will be extra kind and not impose my beliefs on others.
My motto: "Service to all my friends and enemies alike".
Help, but not remembering any of it later, is the challenge.
With two right hands, all my days must grow in beauty.
 If I live kindly, I will live
intelligently with Nature.
Master my inner world before I try to conquer others.
This world was created for ME! I am its miracle!
So I will make long term plans for me to live forever.
However, to be safe, I will also follow a short term plan.
 If I live kindly, Father, I will be
worthy of true humanity.
Good deeds will replace words; If I stop, I will perish.
I decide what I do because I know my deeds decide me.
Great ideals and not ambition will be my true inspiration.
With minimal wants, Nature will finally succeed in me.
If I live kindly, my life
work will be what I do the best -
I will not sacrifice my conscience for any rich ambition.
Let us work to merge the sciences and the humanities.
My business is my religion which is my daily life.
Being a part of peoples’ solutions always make me happy.
 If
I live kindly, let there be shining light from my striving.
Think of others and help them - that is my sacred mission.
Stop getting, start giving; If they are happy, I am happy.
Let the blind see, the sick heal, and the poor succeed!
'Goodbye' to all superstitions, hypocrisy and ignorance!
If I live kindly, humbleness will be like
my second nature.
No need to have my own way or be happier than others;
I will stop amusing myself and pretending to be God.
First, I will be little, then less, and then nothing at all.
I will be great . . . I hope no one notices my greatness.
 If I
live harshly, I will eat, drink, smoke and be merry.
There will be plenty of sex, drugs, alcohol and stress.
And, intolerance, fears, greed, lies and superstitions.
My life will be a dirty business; I will contaminate you!
Dominate, subjugate, confiscate, mutilate and retaliate!
 If I live harshly, I can stop looking
for all the answers.
Kiss ‘Goodbye’ to morals, individualism and intelligence.
Here are sex, money, fame and power, your royal Evilness.
Life has no beginning and therefore no end, so why bother?
New dilemmas, problems and paradoxes - I attract them!
If I live harshly, I will use
my best to do the worst I can.
First, I will fantasize, then, I will join a deadly evil creed;
Fight against any progress in the name of Progress or God.
The future is unpredictable so I will live from day to day.
Loneliness is my middle name and obstruction my game.
 If I live
harshly, I will tell all that God is the greatest fraud.
My skepticism will see the world as ugly, dirty, and sick.
Without religion, I trust no one and can believe in nothing;
I trust only those that I can see, feel, touch, hear or smell.
I will believe only what my small mind can understand.
 One fine
day, the sun will set for me, you lunatics.
I don’t want to die ashamed or disappointed, I confess.
Today itself, I will act on my dreams, and think later.
But how to go about it? Let me count the ways . . .
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By Tan Kok Heng
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